:: 28.05.2009 :: 20:38
we are the last ones that conquer we are the first out of hell we are the chariots burning in twilight we are the serpents to rise we are the lions to come we are the fire that's burning this world Again ref Vengeance is rising In Heaven and Hell! Through blood we are marching In fire we dwell! We're burning your kingdoms Dominions expelled! We are God, we are Caesar Of Heaven and Hell! Angels are falling For the very last time! Empires burning In hate and decline! Ungrateful and violent We're breaking the spell! We are God, we are Ceasar Of Heaven and Hell! we are the last ones that conquer we are the first out of hell we are the fire wheels burning in twilight we are the serpents to rise we are the lions to come we are the legion consuming this world Again
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:: 05.05.2009 :: 00:40
This is Europa! This is My Kingdom, this is my Silver Sun, this is My Mother of Ascendtion and Decline. This is My Empire, this is where Heroes Die, this is My Mistress so Cruel and so Divine. My Innermost Sun. My State of Redemption. of Fire. And of Warfare to Come. Swastyka's Rising... in times of expand? Where All, Will come to and End. This is My Kingdom, this is my chosen One! This is EUROPA!
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:: 08.03.2009 :: 13:33
I 'm so lonely it makes me depressed. I hardly have any friends and sometimes I wonder what is the point of living. Is there something wrong with me? Am I such a dislikeable person? I really don't understand. I am warm, caring, talkative, friendly and am well-educated with an interesting life. Yet no-one seems interested in getting to know me and socialising with me. I'm never invited to dinners, parties, weddings or anything. I used to have lots of friends in highschool and college but gradually they have all slipped away despite my efforts to stay in contact. I don't understand what has changed. I'm still the bubbly person I always was. Why don't they care about me any more? The older I get, the harder it is to make new friends. No matter how much I make an effort to be sociable, it never results in long-lasting friendships. I don't look forward to weekends any more because I often don't have anyone to go out with. My phone sometimes doesn't ring for days. I prefer to be at work because at least I have people to talk to there. How pathetic is that? Someone once said that loneliness is the worst form of poverty. They damn well got that right. I don't know what to do anymore. All I know is that I am happy when I am socialising with people, part of a group, feeling loved and respected. But this hasn't been the case for years now. I am not enjoying my life much at all. I am so miserable. I wish this would end
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:: 18.01.2009 :: 01:33
Stoi sobie koleś nad brzegiem, tudzież na jakiejś skale nad morzem, oceanem. Jest sam, wpatruje się w idealnie błękitną wodę, głębię. Jest romantykiem i bradzo tęski za kobietą. Wie, że nie przyjdzie, ale chce się oszukiwać, ma nadzieje że się jednak pojawi i rzuci mu się w ramiona. Mógł oddać dla niej wszystko nie patrząc czy jest to dobre czy złe, czy postępuje moralnie i czy ten prezent jest piękny. Chciał oddać całego siebie. Rzuciła go, zdradziła. Pewnie wybrała jakiegoś fagasa z lepszą furą . Zwątpił w jej przekonania czuł, że razem mogli dokonać czegoś wielkiego (nie na skalę makro, a mikro) i bardzo żałuje jej wyboru, rezygnacji z uczucia dla pieniędzy (w jego wyobrażeniu, bo dalej nie mógł zrozumieć dlaczego wybrała tamtego)
. Wchodzi do wody. Fale go "atakują", a on stoi bezbronnie czekając, aż ocean pochłonie go w całości Słyszy szum fal Wie, że to co robi nie jest sensowne, że były inne sposoby, że można postarać sie zapomnieć o niej i żyć dalej. Ale w tej chwili chce, aby woda go zabrała. Wydaje mu się to piękne i romantyczne, a takiego życia właśnie chciał i tak też chce umrzeć Powoli zaczyna ulegać prądom morskim i wielka, wspaniała w swojej tajemniczości głębia go pochłania.
Tuż przed śmiercią, głęboko pod wodą, nie mogąc oddychać nadal myśli o swojej ukochanej Powtarzając te słowa głos powoli się łamie i cichnie. Umiera.
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:: 20.12.2008 :: 01:21
My thoughts after listning NIN - Right Where It Belongs
Our generation, for I am Gen X or the early Gen Y, has had it's ability to think critically crippled by all forms of media including television and the Internet. We can't do anything with a TV set except change the channel or turn it off, but the Internet can be a wealth of REAL information. Just steer clear of anything with a brand name associated with it. Don't limit yourself to one idea, read lots of them and make up your own mind, and talk about it. ...if we're hiding in the trees then he's saying that we find security in those things we hold as fact or put our faith in. If we didn't have those things then what would we do? We fear the unknown, it's human nature. We need to surpass that human limitation and embrace change. Let me quote another artist, "I'm still just a rat in a cage." Well that cage is our own creation and it's constructed by our own beliefs and reinforced by our fears. That cage is our own mind. Question it all. Not so, that metaphor is based on an adage, "You can't see the fire for the smoke." or more specifically, "You can't see the forest for the trees." Meaning you are so entrenched in the situation or circumstances that you cannot possibly find a good unbiased vantage point to see where you are or where you're going. We all need to step back and question everything we hold as fact or put our faith in. Only then can we see clearly. Now... A lot of people choose not to see the truth, they cling to other peoples' ideas and refuse to question them. BEcause discovering that one or more of the ideals you base your existence on (not to get existential here) are in fact false. Then everything you believe based on those ideals is false or misguided. The comfort derived from those beliefs falls away to the unknown. Fearing the unknown, we'd rather not reevaluate ourselves. But we need to. And introspection is sorely lacking today. Of course if someone else is behind establishing that incorrect assumption and we believe it then they in effect control us. So even though you think you're thinking independently, you're actually not. It's our ability to reason that sets us apart from the rest of the animals. Most of us don't use that to it's full potential. It's easier to use stereotypes, rules of thumb and generalizations to make things simpler. But like dead reckoning, if we make an incorrect assumption/reading early on then we can stray off the path. We should be able to think critically, discover, and then recover. But most of us don't.
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